Those were the time

The relationship between us that I've always dream of, has become the tune of someone walking down the aisle alone. In this love tug-of-war, whether you love me or i love you. we have to choose ourselves. My choice is you, you are my choice.

I am scared that our happiness will end after only a second. I feel insecure now, i didnt know i think too much. I think i had already step too deeply in you. sometimes i wonder, will we ever can make it just like how we were last time. Those sweet memory we had before, your laughter, your touch and your smile. These days i see things had changed, we wasn't like those days anymore. Those days we had before, those moment we had before. I regret for what i had done, i know you said before it takes time to forget and take time to be like how we were last time.


Love is like a wound to me, i always endure this pain myself. Sometimes, i think i step too deeply into this relationship. i love you bi. And i am sorry for everything i did in the past. I am sorry because, i am not perfect.

When i was with you, i always think of the relationship between us that I've always dreamed of. It has been silenced in my dream. Mutual love is not easy from the start and love ain't just a one plus one thing. Sometimes, we won't always get results even if we work hard.

From all those photos we have taken, i can see how much i once love you before, i understand my mistake in the past i did to you. I had changed for you. I miss you, sometimes i cant stand why is my heart i can feel it is very pain, i can feel the pain. Its very painful, really painful. I am kind of moody in doing anything these days. All i do is just lying down here and think of you. Think back all those memory we both had before. All i can say to you is, i miss you. i have no opportunity to tell you each time when i see you. All i have now is nothing, i left nothing but you.

I don't know whether or not you know, all i can say is...
I miss you...

I hope we will be back like last time how we was...rather than being like this each time when we see each other..i hope things will be back like normal, back like last time. back like those time we had before.

i love you...