sigh... why my sayang appeared online but didnt reply my msg ne ?? call also never answer.. really zzz...

boo !! finally i had done with all my assignment include the presentation for operation management. well i guess i did it quite bad just because i was nervous. anyway, went out as usual with my one and only. Watched the movie Ice Age 3 which was hilarious funny lol.. mmm time passed fast when being with you.but i do appreciate each and every moment being with you. and im happy whenever i could see you. i love you my sweetie.

okay its time to do my revision :)

Retard love :)

I want to say i really appreciate all the little things you have done for me.
I really do appreciate the part you played these days. The cute surprises last week.
The sweet, the card, the sushi.
It was nice to have that kind of surprise.
I'm sorry i haven.

boo ! basically just came back from sending my one and only back home. have to wait outside my house for like quite a time which i also not sure how long i waited liao because i lose my key =.="

anyway did nothing much today. After help my dad settle his car thing just because some sohai indian go bang his car then i have to accompany him all the way to KL to make a report then headed back to tmn tun to take my car from service centre, quite satisfy with the pick up and it has improve because i asked them to check and do the tuning for my engine. Went to fetch my one and only and her sister out to one utama to meet alex, pamela, maxine, chin lee, cheung ken and bm. yam cha in wong kok. Although time passed fast, but i do appreciate the moment being with you. i love you so much. And now i miss you so badly :(

All i want to know how long more do i have to wait.. :(
a month ? 3months ? half a year ? 2years ?
sometimes i really have alot of question on my mind. Why do i always feel so insecure nowadays. you say i dont have any reason to feel that way. But you know what.. actually i do... if u want me to tell you one of them, i can list out at least 2reasons why i said that and why i felt like that..

sigh.. anyway im abit sleepy now. got to go rest awhile just incase later my one and only come online later :)

to : my one and only, i lov eyou and i miss you. i appreciate the moment being with you just now. and i wish next time it would be way way better dating. i love you sweetie. hugs

currently listening to my life would suck without you - Kelly Clarkson

Well basically today supposedly have to go for my service marketing class. But due to my sleepiness and lazyness. I skip my service marketing class again. Amboi where got people have class on friday wan.. zzz.. sigh.. Anyway luckily i woke up in time and get ready to fetch my one and only. dropped chin lee back home to get ready while waiting my one and only want to eat ipoh sar ho fun.. lol what a cute little girl, and i love you for that :) yeala true also la.. always eat in choy kee also i sien lor.. fetch su ann from bu11 then headed to taman tun for lunch. Then dropped my beloved one and only to bm house to get ready while waiting headed to taman sea to fetch Pamela. After that went back to bm house to fetch my one and only and bm as well. Headed to one utama after that.

Finally, i get to watch transformer liao with my one and only. luckily this time our movie plan jadi. hahaha. watched with her and sue ann. After that chill in osc and meet up with chin lee and the rest. Play snooker with mandy. and i lose kau kau.. for like 20points kena sapu by her. zzz.

fetch my one and only back and sue ann to Dj. Went back home for dinner. and come out yam cha with tommy and went to kbu there to meet up with e hau and the rest. mana tau got problem. went to aman suria after that cuz got alot police car in kbu college therefore we cannot settle there, me and e hau went to ss17 with leyvin and fan keh and meet up with all the boss there. Keng sou with some sohai. Then headed back to Jelutong yam cha awhile with gordon pak sen they all. Then send andrean back home in bu4 and come back home straight. first time friday i reach home at 1am sharp. yeap :) cuz i promise my love one and only that i will keep my promise that i will change the old me. i really do. but somehow after what u explain to me in the msg, still actually i have alot of thing want to talk, but due to my phone credit low i plan to talk to u online. but i guess you are sleeping now.
And also, dont forget our photo ah :( my sayang havent send to me yet... how m i suppose to bring it to photoshop and print it out ne :(

so yeah.. gonna rest early now.. thast all for now.. and lastly, im craving for SUSHI !!! grrrr !!

currently listening to Tonight - Fm static


FINALLY YESH !!! i finish my one man show individual assignment. woohooo !! okie time for poker awhile boohoo

and this i dedicate to my one and only who surely sleeping soundly now boo :(

take a deep breath and a good look around, put on my pajamas and hop into bed. I am half alive but i feel mostly dead. I try to tell myself it will be alright. I just shouldn't think anymore tonight. dreams last so long even after you gone. I know you love me and soon i know you will see you were meant for me and i was meant for you.

currently listening to Right Here Waiting - richard marx

woohoo assignment going to finish d, half way liao. sigh..my one and only, why are you not online ne.. i thought you will be coming online wan.. im here online and waiting for you ne. i miss you now so badly :( Anyway, later im going to play my poker, lol KAR KEAT YOUR CHIPS WILL BE MINE LATER !!! woohoooo , i want sai lang kau kau.. bwahahaha

kk time for assignment now.

currently listening to 蒲公英的约定 - Jay chou

just came back from killiner uptown, had a yam cha session with kelvin, cheung ken, chin lee, maxine, amira and hui kwan. sigh.. a lot to stress about. This is world man.. hmm.. went to fetch my one and only in the noon and had yam cha session in Jelutong with bm and amira. Then headed to bm house to do my revision for buyer behavior as the others is doing their work including my one and only. Went back home after that and online doing my coursework, waa kantoi d.. tonight no need to sleep liao. including this will be 3 down and 2 more to go !! woohooo, fortunately the other two is group work wherease this is INDIVIDUAL work !! what a subject. Now still stuck at the first question, have to google twice as im helping my friend khai ling to do the first question also. Hey.. remember buy me shanghai candy ya and also ciggie for me lol. Okie what else to say, hopefully can be done by 12 later. i miss my one and only so badly la now... :( haiyo.. see your retart love is at home doing assignment. hmm i guess tomorro after class will be going ou awhile to buy the ticket transformers for friday, argh !! i havent watch yet and yet everyone watched liao. I really felt myself damn outdated zzz .Nvm this friday will be my dating with my one and only :) happy liao.. hehe..

okie i shall off to do my work d. hopefully can finish fast then teman my beloved one as well as POKER !! sfshsfsh i want to gain back what i lost ! boo hooo !!

currently listening to Babygirl - Innervoices

Today i woke up late again, very good. And sorry kar keat for ter -ffk you this morning :( which is my bad..i really put my phone on loud mode d, and i also set my alarm d at 7am to have breakfast with you. but i really cannot wake up. some more have to make you call me so many time, really sorry wei..pai seh.., last night should have sleep ealier shouldnt have poker with u all.. =.=" anyway, got total 7 missed calls from kar keat and cheryl =.=" i pun tak tahu apa jadi. I didnt call them back because my phone got not enough credit. Went to buy reload for my phone then got a call from my dad asked to go ss2 for lunch before going college. quite a rush for today because firstly i woke up at 12pm ! secondly my class start at 12.15pm ! which mean i only have 15mins time to get rdy, thirdly i have to go lunch as well. Rush to college afterwards and reach college around 1pm , and i late for class for like 45 mins ? cool.. went to meet up with edwin and zairul and print out my coursework and pass up.basically, today not into any mood in doing anything.. something just bothering me.. which i dont know why, sigh.. when break time at 4.45pm i walked to 7e to buy something and went to Dj to meet my one and only. sorry for my hand writing is not that nice, because you should understand that i wrote it while i was driving, so is like multitask and fortunately im not late :) went yam cha with her awhile then headed back to college. finish class around evening time. went back home for dinner and had a little revision on my buyer behavior subject. Because i really dont know how to do my coursework now, im stuck halfway again !! grrr ... okie, its time to do my assignment.

All I can think about is you, the way say you love me too.
And every time I close my eyes, I see your face.
My love can never be erased, and you can never be replaced.

currently listening to kiss the rain - yiruma

okie basically, im half way doing my assignment. Stress !! and now, I am stuck ere half way. good job. College was okie, but i didnt write down any notes because im totally forgot to bring my personal selling note today ! i brought the wrong wan. Went to see val after that, and fetched her to had lunch in Dj. Weather is kind of hot, no parking some more. Have to double park people lane. After lunch, sent chin lee and bm back to their home. Since there is a free time for us, we had a little talk in the car. I really hope things will get better after what we discuss, but somehow i still feel insecure, like you said i dont have to bother what others say, is their problem for them to believe or not, its not mine, as long as i play my role to prove it to you is enough ad, because thing is just between me and you. I know, and i understand that and i really hope you can see that im really keeping my promise to you all the time and i wont break it. Anyway, after dropping her, went to old klang road to check and fix my middle pipe exhaust since there is a problem with the sound of my car exhaust. Then, went home after that. Slept for the whole day till dinner woke up and text val. Got a call from siong asked me whether i can drop him from damansara perdana to ss2 or not. Went to send him to ss2 and home afterwards to do my assignment. And now good thing is i stuck half way for my assignment. wahahahaha, i guess tonight no need to sleep liao.. very good.