Tired and Boring day

finals ! finals ! finals !

On monday went to fetch my lil princess and had lunch with her in sushi king. Although is only a short lunch i had with her, but i am already satisfy and really appreciate with it honestly :)
dropped her at boon mun place to meet up with her friends chin lee they all at the park there then headed to my college for exam. was abit late, but yeah fortunately not late more than half an hour heh...lucky me :) went to library study after that. had a yam cha session in centre point with leyvin awhile before going back home.

tuesday did nothing much, woke up late but yeah... went for exam again. paper was quite easy i guess. after test went to dj and look for my lil princess awhile. time passed fast when being with her.. sigh... how i wish i could pause the time so badly :( oh well... hmm...

study study study !!!

sigh... why my sayang appeared online but didnt reply my msg ne ?? call also never answer.. really zzz...

boo !! finally i had done with all my assignment include the presentation for operation management. well i guess i did it quite bad just because i was nervous. anyway, went out as usual with my one and only. Watched the movie Ice Age 3 which was hilarious funny lol.. mmm time passed fast when being with you.but i do appreciate each and every moment being with you. and im happy whenever i could see you. i love you my sweetie.

okay its time to do my revision :)

Retard love :)

I want to say i really appreciate all the little things you have done for me.
I really do appreciate the part you played these days. The cute surprises last week.
The sweet, the card, the sushi.
It was nice to have that kind of surprise.
I'm sorry i haven.

boo ! basically just came back from sending my one and only back home. have to wait outside my house for like quite a time which i also not sure how long i waited liao because i lose my key =.="

anyway did nothing much today. After help my dad settle his car thing just because some sohai indian go bang his car then i have to accompany him all the way to KL to make a report then headed back to tmn tun to take my car from service centre, quite satisfy with the pick up and it has improve because i asked them to check and do the tuning for my engine. Went to fetch my one and only and her sister out to one utama to meet alex, pamela, maxine, chin lee, cheung ken and bm. yam cha in wong kok. Although time passed fast, but i do appreciate the moment being with you. i love you so much. And now i miss you so badly :(

All i want to know how long more do i have to wait.. :(
a month ? 3months ? half a year ? 2years ?
sometimes i really have alot of question on my mind. Why do i always feel so insecure nowadays. you say i dont have any reason to feel that way. But you know what.. actually i do... if u want me to tell you one of them, i can list out at least 2reasons why i said that and why i felt like that..

sigh.. anyway im abit sleepy now. got to go rest awhile just incase later my one and only come online later :)

to : my one and only, i lov eyou and i miss you. i appreciate the moment being with you just now. and i wish next time it would be way way better dating. i love you sweetie. hugs

currently listening to my life would suck without you - Kelly Clarkson

Well basically today supposedly have to go for my service marketing class. But due to my sleepiness and lazyness. I skip my service marketing class again. Amboi where got people have class on friday wan.. zzz.. sigh.. Anyway luckily i woke up in time and get ready to fetch my one and only. dropped chin lee back home to get ready while waiting my one and only want to eat ipoh sar ho fun.. lol what a cute little girl, and i love you for that :) yeala true also la.. always eat in choy kee also i sien lor.. fetch su ann from bu11 then headed to taman tun for lunch. Then dropped my beloved one and only to bm house to get ready while waiting headed to taman sea to fetch Pamela. After that went back to bm house to fetch my one and only and bm as well. Headed to one utama after that.

Finally, i get to watch transformer liao with my one and only. luckily this time our movie plan jadi. hahaha. watched with her and sue ann. After that chill in osc and meet up with chin lee and the rest. Play snooker with mandy. and i lose kau kau.. for like 20points kena sapu by her. zzz.

fetch my one and only back and sue ann to Dj. Went back home for dinner. and come out yam cha with tommy and went to kbu there to meet up with e hau and the rest. mana tau got problem. went to aman suria after that cuz got alot police car in kbu college therefore we cannot settle there, me and e hau went to ss17 with leyvin and fan keh and meet up with all the boss there. Keng sou with some sohai. Then headed back to Jelutong yam cha awhile with gordon pak sen they all. Then send andrean back home in bu4 and come back home straight. first time friday i reach home at 1am sharp. yeap :) cuz i promise my love one and only that i will keep my promise that i will change the old me. i really do. but somehow after what u explain to me in the msg, still actually i have alot of thing want to talk, but due to my phone credit low i plan to talk to u online. but i guess you are sleeping now.
And also, dont forget our photo ah :( my sayang havent send to me yet... how m i suppose to bring it to photoshop and print it out ne :(

so yeah.. gonna rest early now.. thast all for now.. and lastly, im craving for SUSHI !!! grrrr !!

currently listening to Tonight - Fm static


FINALLY YESH !!! i finish my one man show individual assignment. woohooo !! okie time for poker awhile boohoo

and this i dedicate to my one and only who surely sleeping soundly now boo :(

take a deep breath and a good look around, put on my pajamas and hop into bed. I am half alive but i feel mostly dead. I try to tell myself it will be alright. I just shouldn't think anymore tonight. dreams last so long even after you gone. I know you love me and soon i know you will see you were meant for me and i was meant for you.

currently listening to Right Here Waiting - richard marx

woohoo assignment going to finish d, half way liao. sigh..my one and only, why are you not online ne.. i thought you will be coming online wan.. im here online and waiting for you ne. i miss you now so badly :( Anyway, later im going to play my poker, lol KAR KEAT YOUR CHIPS WILL BE MINE LATER !!! woohoooo , i want sai lang kau kau.. bwahahaha

kk time for assignment now.

currently listening to 蒲公英的约定 - Jay chou

just came back from killiner uptown, had a yam cha session with kelvin, cheung ken, chin lee, maxine, amira and hui kwan. sigh.. a lot to stress about. This is world man.. hmm.. went to fetch my one and only in the noon and had yam cha session in Jelutong with bm and amira. Then headed to bm house to do my revision for buyer behavior as the others is doing their work including my one and only. Went back home after that and online doing my coursework, waa kantoi d.. tonight no need to sleep liao. including this will be 3 down and 2 more to go !! woohooo, fortunately the other two is group work wherease this is INDIVIDUAL work !! what a subject. Now still stuck at the first question, have to google twice as im helping my friend khai ling to do the first question also. Hey.. remember buy me shanghai candy ya and also ciggie for me lol. Okie what else to say, hopefully can be done by 12 later. i miss my one and only so badly la now... :( haiyo.. see your retart love is at home doing assignment. hmm i guess tomorro after class will be going ou awhile to buy the ticket transformers for friday, argh !! i havent watch yet and yet everyone watched liao. I really felt myself damn outdated zzz .Nvm this friday will be my dating with my one and only :) happy liao.. hehe..

okie i shall off to do my work d. hopefully can finish fast then teman my beloved one as well as POKER !! sfshsfsh i want to gain back what i lost ! boo hooo !!

currently listening to Babygirl - Innervoices

Today i woke up late again, very good. And sorry kar keat for ter -ffk you this morning :( which is my bad..i really put my phone on loud mode d, and i also set my alarm d at 7am to have breakfast with you. but i really cannot wake up. some more have to make you call me so many time, really sorry wei..pai seh.., last night should have sleep ealier shouldnt have poker with u all.. =.=" anyway, got total 7 missed calls from kar keat and cheryl =.=" i pun tak tahu apa jadi. I didnt call them back because my phone got not enough credit. Went to buy reload for my phone then got a call from my dad asked to go ss2 for lunch before going college. quite a rush for today because firstly i woke up at 12pm ! secondly my class start at 12.15pm ! which mean i only have 15mins time to get rdy, thirdly i have to go lunch as well. Rush to college afterwards and reach college around 1pm , and i late for class for like 45 mins ? cool.. went to meet up with edwin and zairul and print out my coursework and pass up.basically, today not into any mood in doing anything.. something just bothering me.. which i dont know why, sigh.. when break time at 4.45pm i walked to 7e to buy something and went to Dj to meet my one and only. sorry for my hand writing is not that nice, because you should understand that i wrote it while i was driving, so is like multitask and fortunately im not late :) went yam cha with her awhile then headed back to college. finish class around evening time. went back home for dinner and had a little revision on my buyer behavior subject. Because i really dont know how to do my coursework now, im stuck halfway again !! grrr ... okie, its time to do my assignment.

All I can think about is you, the way say you love me too.
And every time I close my eyes, I see your face.
My love can never be erased, and you can never be replaced.

currently listening to kiss the rain - yiruma

okie basically, im half way doing my assignment. Stress !! and now, I am stuck ere half way. good job. College was okie, but i didnt write down any notes because im totally forgot to bring my personal selling note today ! i brought the wrong wan. Went to see val after that, and fetched her to had lunch in Dj. Weather is kind of hot, no parking some more. Have to double park people lane. After lunch, sent chin lee and bm back to their home. Since there is a free time for us, we had a little talk in the car. I really hope things will get better after what we discuss, but somehow i still feel insecure, like you said i dont have to bother what others say, is their problem for them to believe or not, its not mine, as long as i play my role to prove it to you is enough ad, because thing is just between me and you. I know, and i understand that and i really hope you can see that im really keeping my promise to you all the time and i wont break it. Anyway, after dropping her, went to old klang road to check and fix my middle pipe exhaust since there is a problem with the sound of my car exhaust. Then, went home after that. Slept for the whole day till dinner woke up and text val. Got a call from siong asked me whether i can drop him from damansara perdana to ss2 or not. Went to send him to ss2 and home afterwards to do my assignment. And now good thing is i stuck half way for my assignment. wahahahaha, i guess tonight no need to sleep liao.. very good.

anyway just a lil update..

just changed my bumper like not long ago.. and there are several number of crack, thanks to my college bump.. make so 7high for what.. kanineh...

saving money for audio and sound system, 7expensive.. zzz

HiD this coming month july with neon light.. or may be neon light will delay abit first. cuz i realise my car really need fully tinted which i dont know how much it will cost.. gonna ask my aunty for the price. hopefully ada discount from her.. hehehe =)







more update will be comin after i get those pictures from my darling babyval later.. waiting for her for those pictures.. >.<"

anyway off for dinner now..

bi, always say i din update..boo !! now i update liao.. mwah !
i love you sweetheart. hugs

college life ...

1 word ...

sien ...

alot coursework to be done.. DAMN !!!

20th May

Happy Birthday, dear!
You are 1 year older.
That means
you are legal for almost eveything already and i'm far from that :(
Happy la you!

Anyway,
The 4 looks of the birthday boy!

Cute!

Stone

Focusing

Your all time fav, daytona!

Sleepy like usual.

I'm sorry i cannot go out and celebrate with you because i'm having exams. I promise i will make it up to you during the holidays. I'm really sorry forgive me.

Before i end,

Mwah!

Happy birthday to you!
You were born in the zoo,
You look like a monkey,
And you smell like one too.




hehe. (Kidding ya)
Take care ya don't fall sick!

Lots of love,
V

Us Against The World

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more
I would still have you, baby
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war
I'll be fighting with you, baby
Cause I know if I'm falling, you won't let me hit the ground
If the boat is sinking, I know you won't let me drown

No matter what anyone could say
This is the only place for me
And no one could ever take that away
Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more
I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war
I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you
Because it's us against the world
The world, the world
You know it's us against the world
The world, the world, ohh

Now if I'm lost at sea 7 days I'm not alone
If I'm holding you, you, you, you, you
And if it all end's, everybody in the world is gone
I'll be standing with you, baby

And if it's the last breath I take
I'll leave my kiss with you
If there's a wall between us, baby
I know I'll break through

No matter what anyone could say
This is the only place for me
And no one could ever take that away
Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more
I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war
I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you
Because it's us against the world

I hope we will be honest to each other about everything and anything.

V

i just wanna feel real love.

someone's in Ipoh and i miss that person.

i love you !

boo hooo !!! sayang ... today is friday and yet dear is back really very early just for you. sayang you are not online again... :(

anyway.. did nothing much today, went one utama to cut my hair, and while waiting for my sayang to come, i met su fung and her friends in osc.. played snooker with mun kit and have some precious moment yam cha-ing in wong kok with my beloved one babyval...

basically did nothing much today, after that send my sayang back and went to find christal, riki, suren, bm, toh tong and rainie. Met up with jason voon and headed to Siu Poh brother's birthday in his house, i im the chef for chicken wing..not bad huh... hahaha... my new recipy...i add it with the can drink called as " just tea " peach flavor..hahahaha and yet everyone makan till habis... woohooo...actually cannot really taste it so yeah... basically did nothing much today, why ? because, dear dear want to spend some time with sayang you before dear is leaving to Ipoh later bi... and yet sayang you are not online... not bad ah you... :(

dear miss you so badly... sigh....
and bi, dear is leaving to Ipoh for two days ya.. dear will be missing you alot.. try and text dear k ? dear will text you back. i love you sweetheart. mwah !

bi miss you even more !

Hello, yeah, it's been a while.
Not much, how 'bout you?
I'm not sure why I called,
I guess I really just wanted to talk to you.
And I was thinking maybe later on,
We could get together for a while.
It's been such a long time,
And I really do miss your smile.

I'm not talking 'bout moving in,
And I don't want to change your life.
But there's a warm wind blowing,
The stars are out, and I'd really love to see you tonight.

We could go walking through a windy park,
Or take a drive along the beach.
Or stay at home and watch t.v.
You see, it really doesn't matter much to me.

I'm not talking 'bout moving in,
And I don't want to change your life.
But there's a warm wind blowing,
The stars are out, and I'd really love to see you tonight.

I won't ask for promises,
So you won't have to lie.
We've both played that game before,
Say I love you, then say goodbye.

I'm not talking 'bout moving in,
And I don't want to change your life.
But there's a warm wind blowing,
The stars are out, and I'd really love to see you tonight.

I miss you like crazy :)

I'm sorry i fell asleep ytd. Was too tired.

But now your turn not on9 wor :(
Revenge meh?

Anyway i saw what i'm supposed too already. You con me. Haha.

bi ! i am online whereas you are not... :(

i want to complain dy !!!

that i miss you
and i want your hug right now... :(

For my someone special.

My beloved,
its has been our 4 months and 2 days together including 'the break' . Although a lot of unhappy things happened between us before this i'm glad we make it through. I hope we will learn from the past and not repeat the mistakes we once made. Although we often fight over small reasons but i rather have bad times with you then good times with someone else. Luckily we managed to settle it each time :) I'm sorry i cannot spend much time with you, i guess you know why. Being with you somehow gives me the special feeling. Its hard to explain. There's the happy moments and the sad moments being with you which i will treasure them. I will keep my promise to you and same goes to you. A relationship cannot be built by lies but truth.
Hugs.

Specially made for you.
Look at the guy and girl. heh
Too bad if its ugly :)

Missing you much.
I'm on9 whereas you are not :(

Love,
V

Happy 4th Month Anniversary to my BabyVaL .

Bi !!! sorry for last night dear fell asleep d. Anyway dear just want to wish sayang you, today its our 4th months anniversary. Although the month in between there are a lot of problems happened to us, but dear is happy because, we manage to overcome those unhappy things that happen in between us. Dear know we had a lot of argument at that time, but dear is glad that we manage to overcome the problem.

Dear know what i had promise bi you at that time, and of course sayang you have to keep your promise too that we will tell everything out and will not hide any single little things from each other. I love you sweetheart. Dear will never forget every single little moment being with sayang you. Dear will also appreciate every single little things that sayang gave to dear. Because of you, dear had learn and know how to love and appreciate. dear know that dear is nothing without sayang you. I love you sweetheart. Dear promise that i will listen to sayang you. And of course, dear will spend all my time as much as possible together with sayang you, and also go home early as sayang you want dear to do so. hehe..

you're my everything. you're completely different with the others and i think is worth for dear me to changed everything just for you and also to sacrifice all the fun just for you, you're the one i really love, you've changed my completely, you're the girl i love the most, you're the first person i will think of when i am awake and the last person i will think of when i am going to sleep, the first person i hope to receive message and calls from each time when my phone is ring, and you will be the person i will think of everyday.


I love you. mwah !

Basically sayang ah, dear is going to take a bath and get ready now ya. Its already 3.30pm now... hugs. heart you =)

Sometime I think what we really need. You said this time would hurt more than it helps, but i couldn't see that. I thought it was the end of a beautiful story and so i left the one i love at home to be alone. And then i met someone, and thought she could replace you. we got a long just fine, we wasted time because she was not you. we had a lot of fun although we know we were faking. Love was not impresses with our connection built on lies, all lies. Then, I tried to find out this one thing is true that I'm nothing without you. I know better now and I've a changed of heart. I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done to you. I can only prove the things i say with time. Please be mine. I rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else. i would rather be besides you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself. i rather have a hard times together, than to have it easy apart. i rather have someone like you who hold my heart. I rather have the one who hold my heart... mwah !

I Love You

Those were the time

The relationship between us that I've always dream of, has become the tune of someone walking down the aisle alone. In this love tug-of-war, whether you love me or i love you. we have to choose ourselves. My choice is you, you are my choice.

I am scared that our happiness will end after only a second. I feel insecure now, i didnt know i think too much. I think i had already step too deeply in you. sometimes i wonder, will we ever can make it just like how we were last time. Those sweet memory we had before, your laughter, your touch and your smile. These days i see things had changed, we wasn't like those days anymore. Those days we had before, those moment we had before. I regret for what i had done, i know you said before it takes time to forget and take time to be like how we were last time.


Love is like a wound to me, i always endure this pain myself. Sometimes, i think i step too deeply into this relationship. i love you bi. And i am sorry for everything i did in the past. I am sorry because, i am not perfect.

When i was with you, i always think of the relationship between us that I've always dreamed of. It has been silenced in my dream. Mutual love is not easy from the start and love ain't just a one plus one thing. Sometimes, we won't always get results even if we work hard.

From all those photos we have taken, i can see how much i once love you before, i understand my mistake in the past i did to you. I had changed for you. I miss you, sometimes i cant stand why is my heart i can feel it is very pain, i can feel the pain. Its very painful, really painful. I am kind of moody in doing anything these days. All i do is just lying down here and think of you. Think back all those memory we both had before. All i can say to you is, i miss you. i have no opportunity to tell you each time when i see you. All i have now is nothing, i left nothing but you.

I don't know whether or not you know, all i can say is...
I miss you...

I hope we will be back like last time how we was...rather than being like this each time when we see each other..i hope things will be back like normal, back like last time. back like those time we had before.

i love you...

i miss those moment we had before

i know you are there to read this post..i already changed everything of me for you. i know what i did to you in the past, i am wrong. i am the one who should be blame not you bi..i am sorry, all i can say is, i already do my best to make it like last time how we were..those sweet memory we had before, those sweet memory we had, those laughter we had, and those happiness we had before when we were together.

i just want to make thing back to last time how we were, i am sorry i cant be perfect.

since the day i confess everything to you, i had changed alot you. when we made those promises, i really keep those promises i made for you.

i love you, i really do. i don't have to bother what third party said when they read this, because i don't care..i don't bother what people say about me. All i care is only you, because you are my everything. you are the most important person to me. not other people, i love you, if i ever lose you, mean i will lose everything, things will back to last time how i was before..

and i really don't hope that will happen. u asked me before, will i give up on us. the honest answer is no..because i love you, i will never give up. i really hope we will make it and pass through this obstacle we have.

bi, i love you. i am sincerely telling you, that i love you. i never lie to u since the day i confess everything to you. i really never, i had changed as u also can see.. i really changed, i changes for you. and its only you. only you can change me. i love you =(

once a clubber forever will be a clubber =)

BOO !! i am back at last, basically i didn't update my blog for a time because, i have to no time to go online and all. When im back home i will be on my bed straight cause i realize these whole month i have been going out till very late especially on friday and weekend. But still i am proud because i manage my time to do my revision at least for like few hours before i go to bed or anywhere i go, so yeah..cuz i duwan to be like those faichai just know how to slack around.

Neway, i realise i have been club alot these whole month. tired doh..im kind of lazy to blog actually. but since my blog is so dead i will update abit. been to MOS, POPPY, and Blanc le Club. Kind of enjoying actually cause since so long din club dy.

Also went yam cha and chilling with friends. duwan ta kei d. cut down. cause i think spending money on unnecessary money on cc is kind of stupid. well basically, not to say wat la, think maturely i rather spend on other thing. Basically, mostly we will takei once in a while depend on our mood. But most of the time will be chilling and all n when comes to ladies night till weekend will have plan and all. But not always la. cuz also abit sien d, always club club club.

mhmm, i know my blog is very dead, so i have ad updated d. well there it goes now...


me, alex and mohan @ Blanc Le Club
Cheryl, pammie and amira @ Blanc Le Club

i think i damn yeng lor, agree ah pam? lol
outside Blanc Le Club
we actually trying to spoile her picture.
pammie and me @ Blanc Le Club

alex, me, ryan and riki =)
i think i look abit tipsy =(
me and nicole @ MOS
1 stonner and 1 dunno wat to say... swt
me and jessica @ island cafe on her birthday

me and jes @ curve

snap 1

snap 2
pam, alex, jess, me @ curve
candid shot

pammie, alex me and my sayang of course =)
jess, alex, jess and babyval @ curve

photo taken after MOS =)





eh pundek ! give me the rabbit la...



ken, me, alex, ken de alwisk and hann lun

me and pammie :
we will always be the best friend now and ever =)

poser number 1 and poser number 2..



look at the star pammie...






hehe, pammie wat i can say about u is, once a poser forever will be a poser =) haha just kidding la.

before i end tis, to my babyval, all i want to say is i love u now and always. i will try my best to spend as much time as possible with u. and i will keep my promise to u. as i said, i ad stop those nonsense. neway, im going to do my revision and going to bed to soon. i love you always. mwah !

okie neway thats all for now..got to study and sleep soon d. ciao ciao..
damn lazy to blog actually. but have to update no choice if nto my blog look so dead like tat =)

I have this dream...

taken from nicole blog =)

Lazy to update and partly the reason is because no time to on9. come back home also died on my bed straight . need more zZz.. of course la ppl who come back home next morning need more sleep ma. drive ere n dere need zZz more.. where got mood to on9.

well, happy belated chinese new year to everyone ! Basically all i can say is, this year it may be a bad luck year to me. Well, throughout the whole week my schedule quite full. But, mostly all also chill out in friend house drink and gamble, at least i can earn some money ma.

the day before i go outstation to ipoh i went pyramid with pam to meet up with adele and the rest. ken, chinlee, ah boy and the rest came after that. Went clubbing at Bar club with friends.

photo taken from pam blog


came back on wednesday then meet up with ken and chin lee then all headed over to ken house to drink and gamble. Yam cha in rasta and shisha there with bryan,kenny,pam, and kelvin went back home around 3++ am

Thursday also the same but alex came along. gamble up to 5am and headed to aman suria sedap yam cha. Met ricky they and he tag along afterward.

Friday went and meet with chin lee ken they all. drop chin lee and the rest in val house. then headed to find kay yeh ( ah pou ) and ricky in tropicana city. new shopping yo. but with very little shop open. chilled out there. then went to bu10 fetch chin lee and the rest, headed to cheung ken house met justin there. Then went clubbing at barcelona after that. yamcha in centrepoint and overnight in ken house.

saturday went sunway pyramid again. kelvin came and tag along. Bought some dvds and watched in ken house with pam, chin lee and maxine. don't really want to go out due to tiredness and sleepiness. went back home very around which is around 2.30 am..on9 awhile then went to sleep.

sunday, met up with chin lee and pam then fetch ken and headed to ou met up with gerald and cheryl. watched Red Clift 2. comment : not really nice.
headed to centrepoint yam cha in Secret Recipe. then went for family dinner with relatives.